This Is For You Girls Out There

I woke up this morning feeling weird . I woke up at 8 when my class is actually at 12 (now that is weird too) but Miera told me that the class was being cancelled and I should probably go back to sleep because I didn't get the chance to sleep during the 11 hours journey but nah , here I am , blogging instead of sleeping .

Lots of girls tell me they want to be models , and I'm not surprised . On the surface , it looks like a pretty fabulous job .

Cameras clicking , lights all over , the flashes which makes you feel like a superstar .

But if you think that being a model will make you feel better about yourself , you are in for a huge disappointment . The modeling world is the last place I would recommend for a girl with insecurities . There is so much rejection and you're constantly judged on your appearance .

My boyfriend asked me , what are my high heels for & I said it is for work . Thats when I realized that I am not being me at work . If it is the real me , I would go for jeans-tees-slippers & thats it but who would be impressed by just tees ? Morons .

Modeling is about physical beauty . Physical beauty is never the ticket to happiness or confidence . As for the glossy , perfect images ? No beauty product in existence works better than Photoshop !

Hair extension - teeth being straighten - waist has been thinned - 'digital breast implant' - erasing pimple

& wallahhh

A perfect picture .

Beauty is about what's on the outside (style & look) & what's on the inside (the amazing traits that make you 'glow')

To feel truly beautiful , find the balance between inner & outer beauty .

Remember , it is okay not to have the perfect body . Tyra Banks was once fat too !

1. Never blame your body for the bad day that you are having .

2. Stop joining in when your friends compare and trash their own bodies .

3. Quit judging a person solely by how his/her body looks .

4. Notice all the amazing things your body is doing for you every moment you walk , talk , think , breathe .

5. Remind yourself that what you see isn't always what you get on TV * in ads - it takes a lot of airbrushing , dieting , money & work to look like that .

6. Respect your body by feeding it well , working up a sweat when it needs it , & knowing when to give it a break .

7. Know that you are already beautiful just the way you are .

& you'll be fine my darlings !

This entry is not to stop you from living your dreams , if you wanna go for modeling , I'll say go for it (only if you are brave enough to face it) . This entry is for you to feel better about yourself .

PS : Basically this entry is full with Tyra's photos . What to do , I just love her !

Remember me telling you guys that I didn't celebrate raya much ? This is the least that I did . Put on my baju kurung , snap some pictures & I make love with PS3 . I don't have much cousin on my dad's side . I only got 'the soldiers' (eventually they are my cousins but they are more like my brothers) And no matter how much they annoy me , I will always love them . I have come to sense that they love me too much & they will do their best to protect me as their-only-growing-up-sister (well Zahira, your time will come).

This is Abang Hafidz .

Same age but he is older than me by months so still , I gotta respect him . ♥

(ignore my face , i was on fever . No , I am still having fever)

Introducingggggg HAYAD ! Tadaaaa .

This is Abang Fadhli . He keeps all my secret . Thank you . ♥

He will release his album soon , please support their music .

http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=100000477211111&ref=search

Thank you .

(& again , ignore my sick face)

Theres Abang Zikri & Asyraf too but I don't have personal pictures with them (its in Abang Fadhli's phone & I forgot to take it from him)

I ♥ you brothers !

Thats all for now . Oh yeah , this is a new fresh picture taken from our BEL class .

This is Taqwim also known as Babi .

(This is the true 'Blood On The Dancefloor' people , HAHAHA)

I bleed almost everyday since the first day of raya . Bleeding nose , theres even blood when I coughed too much .

CONGRATULATIONS BELLA !

Well people , it doesn't matter on what state/mode/sign you are in , do what you want to do today or you might regret of not doing it later . Before its too late ! Trust me on this . Don't just live with your dreams , make it happen , make it real , and make it fastttt !

I would go naked in front of people just to live my dream , whats yours ?

Tell me if you get a chance to be an international supermodel , would you not love that ? And lemme highlight this , SUPERmodel , which brings much difference between me and other Malaysian models .

Think Bella think , go Bella go !

& WHEN I DIDN'T SAY I'LL BE WITH YOU FOREVER

THERES A REASON TO IT

♥

Happy Eid Mubarak

I didn't celebrate this year's Eid Mubarak , at all .

I got a 40 d.c fever & eventually it won't go away .

I was admitted at the hospital on the first night of raya . They dripped me .

And now still , I suffered like hell .

Thank god I have my soldiers around . Thanks brothers.

I asked them to have a wild guess regarding my weight and here are the answers;

Abang Zikri : *He asked me to stand up* 60 !

Abang Fadhli : *With a full throttle confidence* 65 , sah !

Abang Hafidz : Mana ada sampai 65 nii , 60 60 confirm 60.

Asyraf : *While playing Winning Eleven and he glanced at me once* Ahh 63 .

The correct answer is 50 :(

& the conclusion is no more eating after this .

Celebrity , not

First it was Afiq , now it is Aizat .

The celebrity ? I end up laughing on the floor !

I am nowhere near celebrity Aizat , what makes you say so ?

I know you often feel bored so this is a task to kill your boredom ;

Write an essay about 'What makes Bella a celebrity'

Happy writing , good luck !

PS : Do drop by to Aizat's blog , I love the way he writes .

http://froggytheraincaller.blogspot.com/