I wanna have a party.

Its been a while since my last party.

A closed party for friends. A hotel room. A DJ. Foods. Drinks. No alcohol.

Cakes! Nyummy nyummy. Supercool lights.

Dance all night. Laughing.

And of courseeee, theres always '7 minutes in heaven' :DD

Waking up the next morning, painting those faces who is still in bed. Choco pops for breakfast, spill the milk before checking out.

LETS DO THIS!

According to Wikipedia :

1. Friendly means acting in a non-threatening manner toward and/or showing kindness to someone, as a friend would behave.

2. Flirting is a common form ofsocial interaction whereby one person obliquely indicates aromantic or sexual interest towards another.

I am the first one , but people always see me as the second one .

I want this dress as well , thank you .

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Somebody send me this . I don't blame her . She has the right to do so (even though I didn't flirt with her boyfriend , at all) Jealousy can drive people crazy .

Its just that , I found it very rude to just fire me which such terms .

STUPID DOG SLUT?

PEREMPUAN TAK TAHU MALU?

*Sigh*

IF YOU ARE SOMEHOW IN THIS LIST , PLEASE GET BACK TO ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

(Criteria's for those who choose to get close to me)

1. You must be born male.

2. You must own something to wear to a formal reception.

3. No crocs footwear please?

4. All your parts need to be in good working order, further testing will need to be conducted of course. :P

5. 175 cm & above. Not too skinny. Not too fat.

6. English must be your first language. (Trust me, my mum would love this)

7. You follow at least one professional sports.

8. You know how to cook a meal for two.

9. Great sense of humor is preferred. I want people to laugh with you , not at you.

10. You can plan a good date without any help or advice from me.

11. You aren't afraid of being yourself, even if you have a dorky side.

12. You know how to dance because I dance too.

13. You know how to deal with me.

14. You love me for who I am, inside out.

15. You must be SINGLE. I don't want your girlfriend to just come and curse me for things that you have started. That is so not cool.

16. You must know how to swim.

17. You must be financially independent from your family. (Shame on you because I live with my own money , you shouldn't just do the silly face to your daddy and ask for money , sorry there's nothing to be proud of)

18. A good kisser. Woot woot!

19. Listen to all types of music. Its a bonus if you can sing it back to me.

20. You can hang out with my girlfriends as well.

21. Be loyal, pleaseeeeeeee?

See, who says that I am choosy? I just want the best for me & my future. I don't want to see myself in trash 10 years from now.

I can accept you for who you are (but if you are listed as above, I'll see that as a bonus for me)

I'll try to accept the unperfect person, perfectly.

It would be an EXTRA bonus if you are in modeling field.

Check out this hunk, Cole Mohr (Not so 'Justin Bieber' & not so 'body builder' type)

He is my type.

YOU ARE THE ABSOLUTE 'C'

THE ONE & ONLY

COLE MOHR

So I went to Penang . Elly & his brother , Aiman , picked me up at the bus station & we went straight to Raz's house & picked him up as well .

Aiman cooked some diet spaghetti for us . We enjoyed ourselves .

Karaoke - Webcam - Laughing our ass out - Queensbay.

We were the cheerleaders on the other day . Raz made it to semi-final for Teen Star .

Good luck Raz , sorry I can't be there and scream your name on top of my lungs !

I know you can do it , you muffin double cheese burger !

They are like my laughing gas . I can't stop laughing with these morons ! HAHAHA

I miss having 'this' kind of fun .

Laughing - Eating - Forget everything - Enjoy

I am very busy nowadays that I don't even have time for myself .

I learned a thing or two .

What is the point of having a boyfriend , he'll end up leaving you for another girl ? So lets just sit back , relax , laugh at the stupid girls !

We got to enjoy youth while we can .

I am only 19 , I don't want some morons to just walk into my life , telling me what to do and I'll end up crying alone in the room .

THAT IS SO LAME!

Despite of being in front of the big lens all the time , and performing in front of thousands of people , I must admit , I have this syndrome called low-of-self-esteem which involves beliefs about ability & future performance .

Always feel like , I am not good enough for anybody . I am not beautiful , not that brilliant as well . You know , trying so hard to impress everybody & it ends up , nothing .

Self-confidence . My perception of myself have a large impact on the way others perceive me . All this while I've been pretending that I am not scared of losing anybody (exceptional for Zharif & Zahira) . Well I lied .

Why would I make so many friends at the first place ? Friends are like petrol station . You won't stop by unless you wanna fill your tank or you wanna have some coffee before continuing your journey . Okay you won't understand this . Skip this !

I wish I can have that beautiful fair skin complexion like Katy Perry .

And as smart as this guy .

Dance as well as Ciara .

I'LL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE !

But sadly , Im just the typical , ordinary , girl-next-door kinda girl .

I am just , BELLA .

Behind the balloon is me , seriously .

Previewing the older post of mine , I missed Elly , Yaya , Ayane , Anis , Dora , Aten , and oh so much more .

Reunion pleaseeeee?

Blog after blog after blog , here I am again .

I've deleted my old blog due to some reasons which I will not tell you here .

So to my new followers , you are welcome here .

For a warm start , you can call me Bella . I am going to reach 19 this coming November .

I am a mother of 3 , I own a castle somewhere in Spain , I have a husband , a boyfriend , scandals etc etc . Okay stop there !

I have no boyfriend , the special one . I know I am lame for not having one .

I ♥ :

1) eating

2) vintage

3) dancing

4) the dooodolls

5) romedies ( stands for romantic comedies )

seriously dude you gotta watch this !

6) purple , brown , err more purple ?

7) cats , especially the fat one !

8) walking in the rain .

9) caramel frappucino *mouth-dropped*

10) last but not least , i love my brother & sister . They mean the world to me , even more !

Well I think this is it . A good start from me , for you guys to know me .

I am better than your ex & I am better than your next !

=D